There is nothing better than starting your morning by a positive attitude and a smile. Well it is not that easy to get out of your warm bed and take the road to go to work or school etc .. without facing that laziness urge to stay much more time procrastinating .. Yes and facing this with a smile no not easy at all. The positivity is not something that you inherit, it is a habit that you can create.. An eternity war against all the negativity that might be around us since our birth. I beleive that we all can take control of our mood and win our mornings. That’s tells alot about our selves. How we are dealing with our lives and if we are able to shift our mood and go to the other side. I wish you all to be happy and smiling and starting your day right 😉
Staying awake till a very late hour, here I’m enjoying writing for no reason, just handwriting. I like how my hand is taking my thoughts down to the paper. I’m awake, I’m aware of what is going on on my life. I’m proud that I’m here again feeling good, loved, enjoying the peace inside me coming in easy, natural, and true.
It is like getting back to home after a very long and hard trip.
I just stopped focusing on what is going wrong and guess what, every thing has balanced. It happens that you dont find words to tell what you feel, but the feeling is here flowing and vibrating around you and going to the others. You wanna catch it and transform it to something physical like words. That’s what I like about writing, it helps me touching my feelings. I write when I fee overwhelmed by something, by love, happiness, pain or anything. I came here and put all of it on a paper and go.
My words are my energy, my way for me to get back to me once I’m lost , confused or facing anything abnormal. I came here to talk to myself. I’m here talking to me. Writing on paper is better. I fee so close to the word. I can touch it and feel so connected to it. Sometimes, it takes me so much time to realize how things were going. It takes me much more time to talk about it and let it go.
I dont know when it is gonna be my next writing moment. Let’s keep the vibration doing the work and go with the flow 🙂
Thanks for reading me,
Waking up early is not one of my habits, this is the first time I attempt it. Well, it is a daunting task at first, then I started feeling at ease, not pressed at all, doing my things slowly and feeling happy. I started realising what “Every morning is a beautiful morning.” means.
Not everyone can take advantage of this happiness, I will say that only early people are concerned, just like me :D. Yes, I know this is my first time here, haha, who cares, I belong to them :D.
What I really appreciated is I can drink my cofee on my rhythm like in holidays, on the beach. You may not believe me, but this is what I really felt. I may not miss any morning going forward.
I took it so slow that I left a lot of things to the last minute, but it is not a big deal, tomorrow I will be more organized.
Have a nice day every one!
Sometimes, when you have just decided to gave up, something take you up.
Who knows how much time this took, but at least I feel good now. Good enough to get back to writing; It looks like I’m now enjoying writing only when I feel good. I’m just a normal girl, very ordinary not having any thing special or different that what a human being may have but I feel special and every one should feel the same. We are all special but in somehow we are very different the one than the other;
Well, this is not a motivation post or something, but it is a getting back to writing post :p .I’m talking like it is the first time I’m dropping off writing. Well, being busy is my all time excuse; Let ‘s face it, I dont like to write every single day, but once I like to do it, I really enjoy it; I don’t want to write only to share it with people but I like to share with you when I do it 🙂 Lets keep it simple.
I don’t have mush news apart from waiting for my holiday to came. I will be the last person ever going on holiday this summer :D, I will let you know once started; I have to wait two more weeks 🙁 Any one here did not went on holiday yet ? Please reassure me!
Burning lights under my sight,
Sweet breeze, caressing my cheeks,
Loughts and Bird’s chirp,
Joy of heart
Getting back to Art
Here is me enjoying Tunisian mint tea, a couple weeks ago. I miss going out in the evening. I really do. I think I should get back to my lovely habits at list in this last week in Ramadan.
All my pace has changed – I’m sleeping less and eating much more; But the good news here is that I have not gained weight haha..
I spend most of the time before breaking fast learning and trying new dishes. Yeah, who can beleive it ! I’m enjoying cooking !! All my family members are impressed by my progress and my learning speed.
Well, I didn’t really beleive that they really like what I cook until they asked me to prepare the dinner for our invitees ! And Yess, I did 😉
Well, I was nervous a bit, of course I did all the very successfull plats of the last days, and it works 😀 every one likes it ^_^
I think I will do my best to learn more new dishes in the coming days.
Oh no, not very soon, let’s go out and enjoy the last days in Ramadan and celebrate my new skill.
Take your time
It will be alright
If you decide to take it on the science
Take it easy
Take it easy
I always like a good song: puts me in a good mood.
I like the sound of nature: sea, breeze ; makes me feel alive.
I like going out and discover: mourishes my curiosity.
Here I’m enjoying all of it during a smooth night ..
The place is quite full so you do not feel alone. The vibes so kind mixed with the breeze coming from the next side of the Mediterranean sea where is my soulmate.
It’s smell is pure oxygen making me alive inside my Lungs.
The missing is bearable with my friends camaraderie.
I promised you in my previous article to share with you those great moments. Here you go.
I used to give my mind permission to go far beyond the boundaries regardless if it is proper or not! I just let it go free to search, discover, innovate all what it want.
Later, after going through some challenging moments, I figured out that I should ‘ve been much more vigilent when giving my mind all that liberty limitless espacially when I have a feeling telling me that this or that way is untrustworthy, you will be sad here, you can’t get out of this alive !
I thought that I’m capable of controlling my thoughts no matters what !! But this is not true.
I underestimated the power of the environment that had the effect on me to turn off my controller. My positive mood controller. Yes it is the one controlling every single thought coming to my head and even to my heart, cause one day I promised my self to never let me down at any price to negative thoughts or to let me be weak no matter what is going on in my life, but the environment was stronger than me this time.
Going through sad moments causing a turn off of your mind and your heart to absorb less pain then to absorb anything lincluding your life joyment, then quitting your self ..
What can be painful more than quittting who you are and not having any peace with your soul.
Getting back to my old soul is not easy at all even though I have crossed this path several times. Growing up, the path is changing, and old secrets impressing me at the old time are no more efficients. So to go back home, a new and additional work and efforts need to be invested.
What if I said stop ! ? Stop to that thing distroying me ?
What if I admit that I’m not strong enough to handle all of that alone?
What if I put my narcissism down and accept to loose one thing instead of everything ?
Letting my mind go through everything limitless while I’m limited may be a wrong action I took. But staying at my corner safe, enjoying boring lazy peace won’t let me discover another way to go back home and gain a real war against an invisible enemy.
Getting closer to know another shape of me is my result this time.
Thanks God I’m about to be home.
It is 7:30 AM, the alarm sound is very loud in my ears, I’m searching for it to stop it to go back to sleep and enjoy a very lazy Saturday morning like I used to do.
I stayed thinking for a moment overwhelmed by the loud sound of the alarm that seems not bothering me anymore. Should I wake up and get ready for a great breakfast in an authentic place in my lovely town Sidi Bou Said, or get back to sleep two more hour or even more?
My lovely bed is seducing me;Oh, the choice is very hard, but I think I will get back to sleep, I should rest and relax in my sweet bed, I’m very tired, It is not fair to get up so early in Saturday as well :/
Ten minutes later, I remembered that I did not went out for while to such a nice place, remembered that this occasion may not happen until some time especially with the people I like to have fun with. Then I had already planned an additional program with my friends after the breakfast; So why missing the big cake ?
So I get up.
When walking in the empty streets of Sidi Bou Said, I felt so alone, I hoped I can found any friend to walk with me to the restaurant. I used to cross them in a crowd of people. I have never seen them so empty like this morning. It looks like I’m the only passenger walking, only some sales mens have just opened their shops and not expecting any client yet.
The sound of calm crossing my head let me go back with my imagination to the old time gazing at the unique architecture covering the beauty of the sea that I’m rushing to. The restaurant is in the end point of the mountain overlooking the sea.
I did not regret my morning decision at all ! This is me enjoying my time with my friends at the Villa bleue.
The view to the sea was fantastic, the foods very delicious and various, but what took our mind off all this beauty is the sweet kid of our friends, who took all the attention once entered the place.
Let me let the photos do the talking. I have recorded some moments, I will be sharing the video soon.