There is nothing better than starting your morning by a positive attitude and a smile. Well it is not that easy to get out of your warm bed and take the road to go to work or school etc .. without facing that laziness urge to stay much more time procrastinating .. Yes and facing this with a smile no not easy at all. The positivity is not something that you inherit, it is a habit that you can create.. An eternity war against all the negativity that might be around us since our birth. I beleive that we all can take control of our mood and win our mornings. That’s tells alot about our selves. How we are dealing with our lives and if we are able to shift our mood and go to the other side. I wish you all to be happy and smiling and starting your day right 😉
Waking up early is not one of my habits, this is the first time I attempt it. Well, it is a daunting task at first, then I started feeling at ease, not pressed at all, doing my things slowly and feeling happy. I started realising what “Every morning is a beautiful morning.” means.
Not everyone can take advantage of this happiness, I will say that only early people are concerned, just like me :D. Yes, I know this is my first time here, haha, who cares, I belong to them :D.
What I really appreciated is I can drink my cofee on my rhythm like in holidays, on the beach. You may not believe me, but this is what I really felt. I may not miss any morning going forward.
I took it so slow that I left a lot of things to the last minute, but it is not a big deal, tomorrow I will be more organized.
Have a nice day every one!
Think of how many fantastic ideas are never brought into the world because of the fear of it being “imperfect”! I’m getting better every day, trying to accept that mistakes are a part of life and move on. It’s tough, but totally worth it.
I used to give my mind permission to go far beyond the boundaries regardless if it is proper or not! I just let it go free to search, discover, innovate all what it want.
Later, after going through some challenging moments, I figured out that I should ‘ve been much more vigilent when giving my mind all that liberty limitless espacially when I have a feeling telling me that this or that way is untrustworthy, you will be sad here, you can’t get out of this alive !
I thought that I’m capable of controlling my thoughts no matters what !! But this is not true.
I underestimated the power of the environment that had the effect on me to turn off my controller. My positive mood controller. Yes it is the one controlling every single thought coming to my head and even to my heart, cause one day I promised my self to never let me down at any price to negative thoughts or to let me be weak no matter what is going on in my life, but the environment was stronger than me this time.
Going through sad moments causing a turn off of your mind and your heart to absorb less pain then to absorb anything lincluding your life joyment, then quitting your self ..
What can be painful more than quittting who you are and not having any peace with your soul.
Getting back to my old soul is not easy at all even though I have crossed this path several times. Growing up, the path is changing, and old secrets impressing me at the old time are no more efficients. So to go back home, a new and additional work and efforts need to be invested.
What if I said stop ! ? Stop to that thing distroying me ?
What if I admit that I’m not strong enough to handle all of that alone?
What if I put my narcissism down and accept to loose one thing instead of everything ?
Letting my mind go through everything limitless while I’m limited may be a wrong action I took. But staying at my corner safe, enjoying boring lazy peace won’t let me discover another way to go back home and gain a real war against an invisible enemy.
Getting closer to know another shape of me is my result this time.
Thanks God I’m about to be home.
I have been partially absent last days working on my personal issues.
I’m a blogger so I’m supposed to share what is going on in my life with you but I was not ready or may be so focused on what is going on with me that I forgot about being a blogger :O
If you are following me you probably know about my anxiety problems, and you may have noticed that I have gained weight last period.
Well, I will never accept to loose my peace and my well being no matter what is going on in my life. Tha’s why I have decided to put actions to words. For that, I needed time to get my bearings and adjust my inner rhythm.
So I put the necassary time and actions in place to follow a healthy program since last month based on two criterial aspects : loosing weight and stress management.
I’m really proud on the progres I’m making, I have acheived partially what I planned.
I have lost 4 Kilogram which is great in only one month. In parallel, I followed a healing stress program which helped me clearly and I started noticing good effects on me. It was an accumulation of positive experiences that provided me with valuable resources that I used to reduce stress, including physical symptoms such as headaches or muscle tension. A big proof is that I’m getting back to writing 😉
Going through bad moments is ok as it is definitely normal to have ups and downs as any human life journey.
What I learned was that :
- No matter what is going on in my life, it will end and I should never let anything get worse just because things were not going well some day.
- I need to keep in mind that I will get better and I will definatly forget about any bad moment I went through.
- I should never wait until I’m sick, or shocked into stillness, before I do the commonplace thing of getting my bearings. And wonder later why I’m anxious and depressed, why I’m unhappy. ??!
Life is too short to spend it struggling in healing the consequences of not being well one day.
Noticing the issues at the first sigh is one of my best skills, but I though that I’m far away from taking actions straight away so I can gain the time of healing them later.
Fortunately I have break this rule by cultivating my listening skills to my inner self to stop and say enough I need a time for me to get back my power and my inner peace when needed.
Indeed, I had many challenges and I’m still facing them in daily basis.
I will never give up.
I will never let my anxiety win !
I’m in a stage where I really wanna bascule everything :O
I wanna move to the other side!
It looks scary, mysterious and very risky, but I really wanna go there ???? ???? !!!!