It has been few months now, I did not write a word on my blog. I’m writing now, yes, I feel my spirit is a bit heavy. I wrote few lines and then rearrange the words to fit the shape of the idea I painted in my minds. Then I loose the idea itself and I feel it is not what I want to say, what I wanted to say again? Okay, this is why I should write often, to not loose the connection with my authentic ideas. I felt I was wearing something not fitting me, trying to force it. I have no deeper explanation to this phenomena. Well It is like breaking ice with new people you first meet. It is a bit strange at first then things go smoothly after that. You may become so close and laugh about this first encounter and about the impression you had for each others.
Writing it the same, it may feels weird, strange, confusing at first but you may get out with a masterpiece that influence everyone who read it later. You never know. I feel I can not be at all at ease when I write for someone else. I can’t have the ideas coming smoothly, it could takes me days to do it. When I write for myself, for what I’m and what I stand for. It is magical how I go to another Era!
Talking about my new Era, I started creating it piece by piece. It is a mosaic of new and old parts of me brought together. They are forming a new style of me. Yet it is still the authentic me.
It is about creating new habits and discovering new things that goes with my spirit.
to be continuous ..
